Blast from the Past

Had an interesting conversation a couple of days ago. Got an email out of the blue from R. I was surprised and curious. I had not responded to his earlier email. It said something about him moving on, and wanting to apologise for having hurt me. I agreed to talk.

Got a call next day. He is moving on and getting married. And he did not seem too happy about it. He is getting married to a divorcee with a six year old kid. And this according to him is the compromise he was making. God save that lady, and give her the patience to deal with his attitude.

And he dint seem very apologetic, but maybe he wanted to see if I wanted to get back together. Nope, that aint going to happen. The conversation once again made it crystal clear how immature he is, and I cannot thank God enough for destining me out of that situation.

My belief in 'Qadar' is increasing and making things way more easier.

How to get a ride and dinner ?

I hardly laugh these days. This ad got a chuckle out of me, I thought I would share. This was an ad for some kind of alcoholic drink.

Two guys get drunk and need dinner and a ride home. They go to a pizza place order a pizza for delivery, ride along with the delivery boy, reach home, psy for the pizza.

Howzzat.....

On the Crest

Every experience in my life had a purpose. I learnt what to do from some, I learnt what not do from some. However good or bad I felt at the end of experience I always learnt something from it at the end of the day. Sid was/is on such experience and Sid's presence motivated me to working towards realizing my potential. The last couple of years of this association has given me the motivation to work hard. A craving for learning, a craving for excellence. And I have seen and I am still seeing the results. I might lose him soon, if I havent aleardy. Still I am greatful for his presence.

At my training I am one of the best. I am able to learn with ease the most difficult of things and that is a result of the CS courses I had taken. And the motivation to work hard for them came directly from the support I got from Sid.

It is a nice feeling when one is in a group of people and the group admires you. I am happy for the situation I am in.

And then again I dont want to attribute is this to me alone. That will be taking pride.

Update -- la mia Vita

Time for an update. It been a while. I have been kind of busy. Settling in. Did a lot of walking these last couple of days. Sid has gone home. I hope he returns as he went. And I hope he doesn't meet her. I cant be the selfless person. I will be the first to admit. Anyways I hope to keep myself very busy. My training has started. It is challenging and I want to ace the challenges. I want to be the best among my colleagues. I hope I can keep the enthusiasm to the finish.

I told my dad about my missing documents. I hope he can get a replacement. I am trying to be extremely positive and praying as hard as possible for all the uncertainty to resolve. I want a stretch of success in every aspect from now on. I want to focus and focus hard, pray and pray hard. I have to a great extent removed every distraction from my path to success, I think.

I have too much of a conscience. And it was bugging me that I am committing sins and hence the troubles in life. Having gotten rid of the source of sin has put me in a positive mode. Now even if things go wrong I wont kick myself. Atleast I would have kept my side of the deal.

I have a test next Friday and I want to give a stellar performance. I want to be the best among my colleagues. Please God help me. And yes I joined a gym close to work. For the first time I am paying for the Gym. Hope I get results.

DK.........NapV....

Finally found a place to live. I like it. A little inconvenient but atleast I am not imposing on anybody. I am thankful to God for this place. And I am very thankful to Suku and Ash.They have been such a huge help and for their good wishes. I guess I am not absolutely peopleless.I hope everything from now on works well.

I have unpacked and everything is in place. But I was very tired last night and slept most of today. Was feeling a little lonely. I have never lived alone though I always wanted to. And for some reason I am very hungry all the time and yes missing Sid a lot. But somehow cannot get myself to call. The question being what about when he is not around.

Anyways I will get thru.