End of year update

Here it is. Still sane, put on a few pounds ... yes i know it sounds horrible. Liking my BABY so far. The truth is I get doubts, serious ones. Like should I have gone for a smaller car. A Toyota Corolla perhaps, maybe a Camry or the Indian fave Honda civic. Or save the world with a Hybrid and not my Gas guzzling RAV4, which roars and grunts in turns. Warm it a little bit and runs pretty smooth. And If i start without warm up time it sulks like a cranky baby just out of bed. Getting carried away, am I not. Anyways I am getting a little comfortable,Sid said 3 months before u get comfortable, and it has been only 25 days since I have had it. So I'll just wait and watch.

Haven't heard from grad school yet. Was getting worried. Sid said I should check with Snez. This guy is always there when I need him the most and gives me just the right advice. Anyways chatted with Snez. She dint get hers yet too. And she had turned it more than a week before me. Carol dint write back either. And she always does. I am assuming univ. is in the vacation mode. I vividly remember last year this time, I was so happy for the break from Evil M.

Hope the next year brings prosperity, Luck and Love. Yes, In the exact same order. Prosperity because it is payback time, I mean debts. Luck, So that nothing out of the ordinary goes wrong, My baby is safe and sound, Cannot afford higher insurance nor a blow to my slowly building confidence in driving and Love. Yes, an after thought. Don't really seem to be in need of it anymore. Yeah sounds cynical but really I dont see the need for anyone In my life. I am sound and happy on my own. Even Sid, about whom I have said more than once, He just has to ask and I am all his. Nope slowly but surely moving away from the notion. I have been hero worshipping and only now started looking at him as a peer. Though he is still and will be my best friend, mentor and guide. I have been constantly questioning my beliefs.

Will write next year ..... yes very cheesy.....