Tuesday, December 06, 2005

Finally!!! I am done! Atleast for now!

Finished my finals today. I am not sure if I did well. I hope I get a good grade. Getting As in both will be cool. I not sure if C++ will be curved. I am curious about it because it is so ambiguous. I don't even want to think about it. I don't care. I don't know what the policy for curving is. Now that exams are done I should start planning my rest of the winter.

I am at AAC now. I was hoping to get out of here by 6:30. Doesn't look like it. M wants me to stay. She was the one who said I can leave at 6:30. Well she is the boss.Anyways I get outta here whenever I get out. But I am tired for sure. My back is aching too. I have been sitting and studying since Saturday. Maybe that's why.

Yesterday something interesting happened.Over the weekend myself and Sid have had some interesting exchanges which was border line argument. And yesterday he said something and I started yelling at him. Well he was commenting about something and I din't like it. He realized it even as he was saying. He finished the sentence with a sorry. And I started yelling. He went completely silent. It was funny. And then he says "I think we are losing each other". For someone who hears this, it may seem like we are breaking up or something. But it was endearing, in a very weird way. He sounded so sad. And I think he felt worse when I dint give a reply. As if I also think so. Maybe I don't think so, but I wanted him to think that. Maybe he is right. I get sadistic pleasure in hurting people who like me.

And then after he said that I just changed the topic to something very random. I am not sure if he has made his decision yet. But I am in no mood to care about it anymore. Then he called to wake me up this morning and then again after my exam and then again while he was leaving for home. As if he was trying to make amends. Well I don't mind. I will just enjoy it while it stays. I guess !!!

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