My Dieting Blues: Boy oh Boy. It is hard. Eating the right kind not as much, but eating the right quantity is definitely hard. I set my target at 1350 - 1500 cals. It is hard when u start keeping track of every single bit u take in. I am using my-calorie-counter.com. I don't know if it is just my body and mind rebelling or maybe I should eat more. I am working out about an hr everyday. But I am hungry, have a slight headache especially towards the end of the day. This is making me wonder if I should give myself a little more leeway. I am meeting Dr.L for the calcium study. I am very excited to start the study and more important check my weight on her state of the art weighing machine. I hope I have lost some weight. Will write about it tomorrow.
Dr.90210: I am in awe of this show. I wish I had the kind of money to get plastic surgery done. It would be awesome. I can then fix myself. If I could, I would fix everything from my neck to my knees. If only. Sometimes I think I should make money with the goal of getting the plastic surgery done. Right now I feel like a young beautiful person trapped in a big, ugly , flabby old body. Just Imagine someone in big dirty rags. That's how I feel. And I am sure this is one and only reason I just don't find the ONE. But u know on the flip side may be this a good thing. Because after all this if I find the love of my life, I will actually end up with some one absolutely genuine. One who loves me in the best and the worst. What a paradox isn't it!!!
Sex and the City: I have been thinking about this and no don't laugh. I have had so many crushes ever since I have noticed the existence of the opposite sex. Never one serious relationship. I was wondering what if I write a little something about each of those encounters, if I still remember the details that is. Would it make a good reading. If not for anyone else, would it make me laugh. I am going to try it, sometime ..........Soon.....I guess........
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